frost
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Post by frost on Jan 30, 2009 8:16:53 GMT -4
As i write this i have no clue what in the world is going on.
As i write this i wake up from a nightmare, and i wonder if these last two days have been only a nightmare.
In two days i have lost it all. I lost my freedom but at this point what hurts more is that i lost my love.
Apperantly im not mature. Which is the reason she said we take a break.
I feel as if i have finally broken down. She says she feelt as if she was carrying the relationship 100%. Well i had felt things were going pretty 50/50.
She might want to be friends untill we both "Mature" but if that is so it will be too late for her. Much like common, i have decided to work out again, not as much to get in shape for anything specific, i just want to break this body and feel alive. While at the same time doing good in school, and hopefully manage to get a job, since i have not been successful with that, but might as well still try. I will update this as soon as reality starts kicking me in the face and the pain starts to rip me appart to the point of insanity.
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Post by angel on Jan 30, 2009 14:39:05 GMT -4
I'm so sorry!!!!Seems to me like you have a very specific!
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Post by angel on Jan 30, 2009 14:39:24 GMT -4
reason lol
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Post by CommonWealth Asshole on Jan 30, 2009 14:46:28 GMT -4
Sorry to hear this bro.. but its better to get out and do things than to sit around wasting ur life away thinking about it.. i've been there bro.. trust me i know. i just never got up and did something about it until here recently.. and its been over 2 years.. Hope everything turns out for the best bro!!!
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frost
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Post by frost on Jan 30, 2009 19:18:11 GMT -4
Like i told ya bro, i learned my lesson, every girl takes a part of my heart, at this point i am going to keep the last bit safe, and good luck for anyone who tries to break down the great wall of steel, because fool me once, same on you, fool me twice shame on me, fool me 3 times and its time to pull out the knife and hunt down a cougar. ^____^
AMIRITE!
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Post by CommonWealth Asshole on Jan 30, 2009 20:34:00 GMT -4
lol amen bro!!! but one question... i thought she was ur first
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frost
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Post by frost on Jan 31, 2009 13:17:34 GMT -4
Shaddup man, im trying to not remmember that, you know im too emotional, Why you have to be so salty common. T____T *feels violated anyways* Dude i cant even take a fucking shower in peace now without remmembering the look in her eyes. But at the same time i feel at peace, because she has no clue how much stronger, and better she made me become in one day. I guess im just going to walk away from the sun, and kill everyone =P
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Post by -|[n0s]|- Leeroy on Jan 31, 2009 15:09:10 GMT -4
psh bitches and hoes man bitches and hoes....
just remember no matter how hott they are, there is always someone, somewhere who is sick of their shit.
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frost
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Post by frost on Jan 31, 2009 17:10:19 GMT -4
Today i won a teddy bear and it was pink (she dyed a small portion of her hair pink) and it had a heart that said XOXO, and i almost got teary. But i pulled through it. This is all a sign that everything will be reborn (hopes the headshot power returns).
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Post by CharmCity on Jan 31, 2009 18:06:25 GMT -4
how old are u eddie?
I had a bad breakup not too long ago...I've always had issues with addiction and alcoholism...And when I decided to get sober almost a year ago, my girlfriend broke up with me because "If she wanted to go out and get drunk every night, she didn't want to hear me bitch about it".
That definately was a mind fuck. I thought getting sober would be doing the right thing, but it threw me off because my girl is leaving me because of it.
I know it's a cliche buddy, but time will heal your wounds. I promise.
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Post by CommonWealth Asshole on Jan 31, 2009 18:52:05 GMT -4
Agreed.
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frost
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Post by frost on Jan 31, 2009 22:04:26 GMT -4
20, and that really sucks hardcore bro, but right now i couldnt be happier. I can mispell words now without her nagging me, i can find a hotter one ^___^, so thats good on its own, and alot of people are taking a so called break, even one of my fav soccer players Ronaldo, after having a kid like a month ago him and his now x wife decided to just be friends, hes still lookin out for the kid, but i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles.
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Post by CommonWealth Asshole on Feb 1, 2009 0:30:55 GMT -4
Whatevers best for the child.. always more fish in the sea tho!
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frost
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Post by frost on Feb 1, 2009 1:34:45 GMT -4
yep yep, way more
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Post by ninja0nasty on Feb 3, 2009 4:42:35 GMT -4
Just dont stop caring about her as a human being. And i will let you know from experiance there will always be some sort of love for her in your heart man. It will take time to heal. Me and my wife split up a couple of years ago and we were apart for 8 months. I never stopped hating myself for the mistakes i had made. I shouldnt have been like that and like they say hind sight is 20/20. So just remember you will always have the memorys and you will always miss some part of her. Love is a very beautiful yet violent emotion. If you ever need to just talk about it my number is 1-405-512-8511. thats my cell and i have unlimited text and incoming calls so feel free anytime. Im usually up all night anyways bro. Good luck.
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